I was in the running for a hemipelvectomy but I chose radiation and that (thankfully) worked for the time being. Even so, the thought of bec...

It's all good.

Every time I go to the hospital it's like walking into battle with a butterknife. I become helpless. Literally, the sight of the word ...

Everything will be Alright.

No word yet on test results. I found out Friday that one of my Ewing's buddies died. Not "passed away" or "went to a bett...

D-Day or CT-Day?

My 6 month scan is tomorrow. I am nervous but the prozac+wellbutrin combo is making me pleasantly detached. I am happy with the present, I d...

FUCK CANCER.

My heart goes out to Ray tonight. I hate my bones and they hate me. www.givecancerthebird.org

Almost Forgot.

Janell emailed me quite some time ago about LiveStrong day, which is apparently today, and meant to celebrate unity on the cancer front. ...

apres moi le deluge

It's so easy to forget you had a life-threatening illness once you're better. Yes, I talk about cancer, but I am often detached from...