Archive for April 2009

ideas for my chemo cake tomorrow

because you've all been joking about getting me a cake, right? "happy chemo... don't ruin it for the rest of us" "don...

I am trying to raise funds in order to get my arse back to SF by the end of the summer. For the next few weeks I will be selling TONS of wom...

I can't sleep and I'm all fuzzy from opiates. I've been obsessing over the prospect of surgery lately. I'm not so worried ab...

Sarcoma Fun Run, 3/22/09 It really was fun, I'm not gonna lie. You wouldn't think "sarcoma" and "fun" deserved t...

i have never been. so heartbroken. in all of my life. as i am at this moment. i was incredibly foolish to be happy for the end, so stupid st...

the sun'll come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow there'll be chemooooo

You know quite well, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, a single power, a single salvation... and that is called loving. We...

A year ago I found Joseph Pintauro's The Rabbit Box in a rubbish bin at the Alameda flea market. I remember the date, April 6th, because...

I wrote this in a journal two years ago: promises, falsetto. i am tired of false hope and weather balloons- unmanned vehicles of imagination...